Boys called me whore.
Must have been boys because don't men know more?
...It was a man that stole my beginning
I was begging for an end.
Everything about being a mom has made me into a better wife, friend, and person.
I numbed my hurts and stuffed anger with music like "In the End" by Linkin Park and many others including songs from Simple Plan, Greenday, Sum 41, Blink-182, Good Charlotte, and Papa Roach just to name a few. I was that angsty teen that thought; "I've tried so hard, but in the end it doesn't even matter." I actually wrote that on the walls of my closet.